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Angels in the Fields Where We
Abide Sermon by Cynthia A. Jarvis December 22, 2003, Presbyterian Church of Chestnut Hill Zephaniah 3:14-20 If you would like to hear the sermon, please e-mail us "And there were, in the same country, shepherds abiding in the field, keeping watch over their flock by night. And lo, the angel of the Lord came upon them…." What can we say of the fields where we abide, of the various conditions holding sway in our lives on these winter days hastening to Christ's birth, of the human condition wherein we remain because we cannot help ourselves? For some who have come through these doors, the fields are well-decorated, the horizon brimming with possibility, the heart flush with a new-found love, the arms heavy (or soon to be) with precious children, life's purpose and meaning too serious a question for this holiday season. For others, the fields of our abiding have lost their luster and decorations only hide the dullness; possibilities have narrowed to one or two; the heart wanders into new valleys or has been left behind; young and old return to the hearth for succor; resources dwindle; life's purpose and meaning now question us down the long corridors of the night. For still others, the fields stand in all their winter starkness and decorations do not avail; our work being done, now the time may be passed variously with acts of charity or travel; the heart settles in to the familiar and the well-worn; the days gone by are scrutinized for their meaning, and the time remaining scanned for some purpose awaiting us in relative repose. Having viewed the nativity through the eyes of artists last Sunday, I found my imagination running to the shepherds and wise men drawn to represent the three ages of human existence: kneeling in youth, in middle age and in later life before the manger. Would that I could have stopped the slide and scanned those eyes to see, according to the artist, what each age sought and saw in him who was born for us all. Instead, given that the wide-eyes of our children have left the sanctuary to make-believe effortlessly before the manger, I have only your eyes staring back at me from the pew, revealing a mixture of weariness and wonder and wistfulness in this troubling Advent-world now poised on the brink of war. I see, as always, some bright eyes blinking like decorations in the sanctuary, having little need for a Word from on high to add to your happiness…other eyes stare with dullness into the hour ahead, daring the glad tidings to break into your bleak midwinter…still others see with wrinkles wrought deeply into a face whose wisdom is the wisdom of human finitude. We are shepherds, one and all, abiding in the common field of our human condition. Of that condition it must be said that, no matter our age, we live as those who apparently think we abide in these fields alone, having been left to address the human condition among ourselves. In youth, of course, there is the illusion we will find another who will dispel our loneliness or work that will change conditions appreciably. In middle age, there is the myth that the one we thought we had found has failed us or that the world is too far-gone to save. In old age, there is a gratitude for the ones by our side still and a savoring of the gift of those given for a time and lost to death…or a bitter regret at the emptiness of a heart with no one left to blame. Though our particular age and circumstance notwithstanding, we are really those who abide in these fields alone because-no matter who is by our side and what work we have been given to do--the fields, themselves, are silent. In other words, the self-contained world can lend our lives neither hope nor happiness nor help nor purpose nor peace. I know no more arresting articulation of such silence than Matthew Arnold's poem "Dover Beach," written some think in his middle age, others think on his wedding night: a poem that was slipped into my mailbox this week as though by a messenger of God! The poem begins on a calm night with full tide and a fair moon-not unlike the night we imagine in Luke's second chapter-- as the poet invites his companion to a window overlooking the sea at Dover Beach. Against the seeming tranquility of the night, the poet hears the "grating roar of pebbles which the waves suck back, and fling,/At their return, up the high strand,/Begin, and cease, and then again begin,/With tremendous cadence slow, and bring/The eternal note of sadness in." Arnold likens the sound to that heard by Sophocles on the Aegean: "it brought/Into his mind the turbid ebb and flow of human misery; we/Find also in the sound a thought," Arnold continues, "Hearing it by this distant northern sea./The Sea of Faith/Was once, too, at the full, and round earth's shore/Lay like the folds of a bright girdle furl'd./But now I only hear/Its melancholy, long, withdrawing roar,/Retreating, to the breath/Of the night-wind, down the vast edges drear/And naked shingles of the world." "Ah, love," the poet exclaims after inviting us to see the earth as without faith and revelatory only of the ebb and flow of human misery
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